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| My apologies, fellow bloggers. It's been over half a year since my last post! It certainly hasn't felt that long! I'm sure nobody cares, but to the few individuals that bug me about blogging - this one's for you. These days are quite busy to say the least. They've definitely picked up from the sitting around and picking my nose days. I wake up every morning around 6:45 and sleep every night at around 10:45 pm. In between those times, there's work (8-5), gym (5:15-7), dinner, cleaning job (9-10), then sleep. It isn't all that exciting but I love that everyday is planned out and I always know exactly what's happening next. On the weekends, I like to spend time with my family and friends since I lack the energy to do so on the weekdays. I've been working in a position that I don't actually hate for the past 4 months and it's been awesome. And though it hasn't been all that long - I'm already trekking out to pursue other oppurtunities. It's not that I don't enjoy my employment here, but there's anything to know about me it's that I always want more. I don't come off as the type that cares a lot about my career or future - but lo and behold, big things are going to happen for me. You just wait and see! So I've been hitting the gym quite regularly as of late and I'm totally psyched. I'm increasing my endurance and strength everytime I go - and I'll keep pushing until my goal is reached. I want to lose at least 20lbs of body fat and bring my total body fat percentage down to 8%. Think I can do it? I've been watching my diet quite strictly do by cutting out sugars, fatty foods, and junk. I've incorporated a higher volume of vegetables and fruits into my diet as well. Okay, this post was pretty boring... but it's a start =) It's a healthy outlet to talking about things that noone cares about! | | |
| Lately, I've felt rather uninspired to write anything on my xanga. Partially due to the overly talked about "what I did this Christmas/New Years" (no offense, vic... yours was interesting) but mostly because I didn't have anything particularly nice/interesting to talk about (plus, i feel like facebook basically jots down everybody's every move anyway, so that kinda ruins xanga's purpose). ANYWAY, then I stumble across your post and I feel a sudden urge to respond immediately (yes, it's a big deal because i NEVER really get the urge to leave comments). Then I notice that you didn't allow that option to that post which is why I'm responding in this manner. This response is a post re: your "self-loathing" post. And since I know you'll see this, I'm posting it here. I like you. I may not know you well but i HIGHLY doubt that would change even after I got a closer look at your face. It doesn't matter if you don't want to go back to school or won't, because the truth is a lot of the most brilliant people in the world didn't acquire their intelligence, it was innate. You're not like most girls I know and that's why I like you. You remind me a lot of me... I feel like I make people turn away from me a lot too... then I realize that it's me turning away from them. Girls probably hate you because you're not like them; you're not an asian that has blonde hair and blue contacts, a slut, a dumbass - no, that's basically how I would label your "typical asian girl" - and you're none of the above. So what's wrong with being hated if the haters are all fuckfaces? As for guys, you and I both probably end up hurting them because we have other issues we need to deal with first before we can handle any sort of real emotion regarding another human being. Shit, we can hardly handle our own emotions! I like that you listen to different music. Your "gothic" ways come off as cool and funky to me. And though I too have noticed a change in your weight and appearance, my thoughts of you have remained consistent throughout knowing you. I thought you were beautiful from the beginning. And if other girls or boys can't see that, then it's probably because they have something wrong with their eyes (probably from all the over-usage of eye-liner). I don't know how you lost your weight, nor is it any of my business. But the method you mentioned never crossed my mind. If it's true and that is how you've chosen to pursue it... I just want you to be careful. I also want you to realize that it isn't attractive no matter what you tell yourself in your head. I'll soldier it out with you to the gym everyday if that's what it takes - but no easy ways out, ok? Also, if any bitches be bringing trouble your way, feel free to give me a holler =) I'm not into seeing my friends upset over dumb broads, you feel me? ;) I may fit in the category of "not knowing you in person" but there are ppl I know "in person" that I don't feel as acquainted with as I do with you. So don't try and justify this either. =) | | |
| The Snow (that is yet to fall), the lights, the Christmas dinners, the presents under the tree, the Christmas music, the hustle and bustle at the malls, the SALES (that i won't be taking advantage of this year)... What's not to be excited about? I'm going to finish my Christmas shopping this weekend with the bestfriend (because she's home!!! SHE'S HOMEEE!!!) and wrap them all up so it can finally start feeling a little more like Christmas. | | |
| - In order to have vision like an owl, our eyes would have to be the size of grapefruits
- Men are more likely to run a red light, and women are more likely to switch lanes without signaling
- There are more telephones than people in Washinton, D.C.
- That when telemarketers call your house and you hang up on them, they'll keep calling until you've actually heard what they're trying to say. If you want them to stop calling, legally, you have to tell them to take you off their list. Otherwise, all you're doing by hanging up is keeping yourself in this tedious cycle.
- When girls squat on the toilet to pee and get piss on the seat - is the very reason they squat in the first place. So if everyone were to stop squatting... then there would be no more pee on the seats.
- That guys that ask girls to "hook them up" with their friends... is a REALLY BIG TURN-OFF and is probably the reason why you're still single. Have a little confidence, boys... it really does go a long way.
hahah, what started out as a "random facts" entry quickly became a "i hate the world" entry. love it. | | |
| From now until the new year, it'll be work, work, and Christmas get-togethers =) Can't wait :) . | | |
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